I have worked nearly 30yrs towards this present time, this Great shift, the Corona (Crown) Awakening. I wrote recently about King and Crown energy here. I knew it was coming for the past 3yrs but I didn’t know what it would look like, and it’s taken me time to recognise the opportunity. The egoic mind can be so convincing, yet to think it knows what a future awakening will look like, is ridiculous when we consider it. Yet another lesson of stepping away from the mind as master and into the unknown.
We have chosen this pause and reset. Life hasn’t stopped, but it will accelerate, on each of our time lines as each of us reach our point of target. So your life may be sluggish and challenging for weeks or months, or just days, depending on your ability to be present and integrate. (Translation: consider not wasting time catching up on work, or watching Netflix, but being present with your own deconstruction/expansion)
The purpose of this pause is to return inward
There is no “out there”, investment in it has been part of this journey, to become complete with it, and return inward (in the body, not lost in the mind). That is the purpose of this pause, to return inward.
The opportunity to die during this time, to be reborn is presented to each of us. The old identity, attachment, “goals”, is all meaningless. Those deep layers of need, for love externally, for wealth, status, success, Instagram followers, “I’m building my brand”. Now is an opportunity to let it all burn to the ground, to find who we are on the other side. Who am I if all those goals and achievements are stripped away? To be nobody, to settle into the unknown, to not be enough, to not meet the criteria, not be attractive enough, young enough, sexy enough, successful enough, and to find liberation lies within the walls of this perceived failure. Or, to consciously see within yourself that you are not ready yet to be nobody, that you are still heavily invested in building your egoic identity. This is not wrong or bad, merely your journey continues, at least you would have more awareness of what you’re working with, own it. I no longer need to get somewhere, I no longer need to be a King, or to ascend, I am lighter, more in the flow, dare I say joyful. This journey is so fulfilling in itself, the aim is to savor every aspect of it, every twist and turn.
We come from a world of accumulation. We gather things, even people, we gather like possessions, for us to try to feel better, more whole. We have no idea who we are, never mind being unable to love ourselves, how can we love another?
For me it’s been a true blessing to lose everything, to have everything ripped from my grasp. In this emptiness, with nothing, a flailing carcass of an identity, I can continue on the journey Home, to my Self.
In this emptiness there is freedom, and I begin to glimpse just how important I am, to me, and just how less important everything else is, to me. That may sound strange, but in finding deeper love and acceptance of my Self, the shadow aspects, naturally my acceptance of others and the world in general, deepens.
If you have a to do list, in the grand scheme of your life, and your spiritual journey, contemplate really how important these things may be, versus facing your Self, and all the shadow that may entail. Through this transition, and on the other side, there will be some hard times for many, simply purging of the old identity. My own path is to be as present as I can possibly be and witness both my death and rebirth, to both embody as fully as I can the pain of those moments, and to allow my deconstruction to be seen at times by others, to allow the humiliation and shedding of the ego.
Now is a time to consider your priorities, this is a Great time, a Great shift and those caught sleeping, or trying to manage their transition will face a mighty struggle.
(I run an 8 week Shadow Integration Course for men and women, for further details on this work click here for the women’s page. Men’s page under construction, feel free to get in touch for details)