The course was very testing in the beginning (not only, but specially in the beginning) but I’m very grateful I took the leap and did it. In a way I realise that the things I was looking for outside, are just a distraction and I only missed myself, or I never met myself on this level before. I realise I’m still exploring the surface, but I’m glad I started this journey with Gavin, he guided me with a loving and strong presence. I always struggled with feeling feminine, but after the course I can say that this has changed. I feel feminine like I never felt before. Thank you for working with me Gav. – Rafaela (Ireland) after 6 Week Shadow Integration Course
Entering the course, I can honestly admit that I wanted to be fixed/healed or things to change so that I can feel better. This course didn’t get my ego/mind what it thought it wanted. Instead, I gain “things” that I didn’t wish for but which are in the long run so much more valuable. I have more clarity on life, I feel stronger within my own being, more grounded. It’s like I’ve discovered parts of myself with valuable resources. Now, after the course, I feel less alone with myself, less confused what to do when I encounter some internal turmoil. So I’m less afraid of the future which is very liberating. The course really helps to change or gain a new perspective of what’s really important. So thank you for that Gavin. Of course, I still have a long way to go. – Emmanuelle (Reunion Island) after 8 Week Shadow Integration Course.
It sounds incredibly cliche to say what I am going to say, but it’s the truth – working with Gavin has changed my life. It hasn’t been a big, glamorous change. It hasn’t been a now-everything-in-my-life-is-perfect change. Instead it’s been real change – the kind that lasts, the kind that I can build on. I no longer hide from what I’m feeling. I face it. I work with it. I have even learned to love it. By learning how to be with all parts of me, I have learned how to be more present. I am more alive in each moment – with my kids, my husband, my friends, my clients, myself. – Serenity (Alaska) After the 8 Week Shadow Integration Course
J talking about integrating an uncomfortable energy feeding dynamic that had developed with a friend:
The energy had shifted between us … The feeling came through that he’s going to be in touch, I could feel that he’s in need of feeding as you had said previously, and then yesterday he sent me a message…”Hey long time no chat, are you around this evening? – It instantly brought up emotions in me, the feelings that had burdened me previously that you and I had talked about. So I had to really focus, I had made a note of the texts that you had sent, centered myself, grounded myself and thought about those mantras, and within 15 or 20 minutes those emotions and feelings had really shifted away from me to having more control over myself, it was really quite powerful, very beneficial. Previously I would have carried those thoughts and emotions triggered by my friend. I didn’t respond to his text until after I had done the grounding. It was really helpful, if I didn’t have those tools it would have troubled me because I feel quite vulnerable at the moment with all the shit that’s going on (lockdowns, work). Thank you very much. – J (UK) After two sessions
I’m changing inside, I can see through people and what they’re saying (or not saying), I feel like I’m miles away from people and want to spend more time alone, it’s like I look around me and feel more sure, changes are coming! This certainty and strength in my knowing myself is instinctive and steadfast. I’m beginning to feel alive! My past doesn’t drag me down it’s a part of me I’m learning to love, the mistakes, the choices, but coming home just now and sitting in peace on my own, nothing seems to be able to knock me, inside I feel content with me.
My heart is feeling peaceful, and when I catch myself thinking negative I look inside myself for and just welcome (and integrate) the anxiety, which I don’t seem to get as much now?? It dissipates very quickly! – Louise (UK) during Shadow Work Course
I wanted to tell you that a couple days ago I was driving and feeling really anxious after seeing my mom and also dealing with traffic. I put my right hand on my chest while sitting in traffic and did the integration steps. Within about 10mins I went from feeling a 9 in intensity to a 0. I felt so much peace after just 10mins of integrating. It was almost surreal like I couldn’t believe that that was all I needed to do to feel peaceful instead of angry. So thank you so much for your teachings and I will continue to apply them daily. – Veronica (US) in week 8 of Shadow Work Course
I went to Portugal and with the knowledge that meditation has brought to me, it was one of the best holidays ever. My mum was here for a month and it was great. I was really worried that my drinking problem would increase because of her visit, but it was the opposite. There were days I could open a bottle and drink only one glass, there were days when I didn’t want a drink. On holidays I used to drink 5 – 6 bottles a day. I was really surprised with myself. I haven’t stopped there. I am doing 2 meditations a day, Reiki and doing volunteering work as well. Last Sunday I ran a 10km Triathlon with my group to help a children’s hospice with the money we raised. I reduced my amount of work just to dedicate time to myself. I will always be thankful for all your help. You brought this into my life and as you say, it takes time, but it is wonderful! Namaste! – K (Ireland) after finishing the Self Care Course
“Just as I settled down I was aware of a beautiful energy in the room. She (Divine Mother) was close to me and it was a she and I felt beautiful bolts of love into my heart. Then I saw lovely beautiful patterns, diamonds/geometric. I was shown a sun, a beautiful bright sun/star/light! It was my sun, our star and it is beautiful! I felt heat on my forehead/face. I made some movements and deep breaths out and my neck clicked in a very good way, I was pushing air out of my lungs in deep puffs and moving my neck and it was clicking and clearing so much tension. …
I have been battling painful cystic acne the last year and have been to specialists etc. My acne started at my head and through my scalp and then down to my chin. Most recently it went down to my chest and heart area. That is completely clearing since our session. It was all red, hot and very angry. It wouldn’t dry up or release the heat or infection. Now it is all drying up and literally peeling away! I had multiple large inflamed areas. Two weeks ago I had a large cyst or a seed behind my knee! That has fully cleared now!” – Valerie after just one Divine Feminine Session (Ireland)
“I’m doing much better lately, I don’t know exactly what you did with me but I definitely feel a huge weight has been lifted. I can think very negative about myself at times but lately it has been a very different feeling inside, a warm & cozy sense.” – Kira (US)
“Gav’s presence can be felt through a remote healing, his kind and caring nature eases the ego as he guides you into the heart space, connecting you to your true feminine nature. I feel like I’m cleansing from all the past men and lack of love and disrespect I’ve felt. I have felt a lot more content recently” – Catherine (Ireland)
“Whether it is experiencing the bliss of the soothing feminine energy of the Goddess, or painfully processing the release of negative patterns, working with Gav has been an inspiration. To have met someone from my own tribe (that’s how it feels) who honours me with his presence and helps me expand not only my consciousness but my self worth as a woman, has been a rare gift. There are so few Kings in this world, but by Gav’s continued interaction with myself and other Queens, I am hopeful there will soon be more. It is an honour to work with him in this journey.” – Laura (US)
“I felt that you are a master and have a message for me. I think a lot of what you said feels very applicable to me at this moment in time, I think I felt a shift. I’m generally feeling better/more confident.” – Aisha (Italy)
“Something has changed in me recently, a few things have spurred that on, one was getting rid of the noise of Facebook. I don’t have a TV and so I’m pretty detached from the world now whereas before I couldn’t let go of it. I set a clear intention to properly heal last year and I have done so much but I think you were sent to me to take that to the next level but I doubt I could have worked with you until I had unplugged from the matrix so I did just before we started this, and now since doing that and doing these sessions I feel so centred and calm, calmer than I have felt in maybe ever…I can sit in stillness now wash the dishes in stillness something that I haven’t been able to do in a long time.. I’m going to follow what you say and be in the void as often as is. It’s not something that comes easily but now seems like the best time I’ve ever been in to get there” – Ria (UK)
“Now I believe that you came to help me when I cannot change by myself. I’m feeling much better.” – Lana (Ireland)
During a Remote Guidance, Susan experienced the journey below.
“I traveled on horseback under cover of darkness until I reached the edge of a cliff, and stood gazing out over a sea of clouds. Then I felt a cloaked person on horseback approach on my left. Felt like you, but not sure. Didn’t see a face. He gave me a small phial of blood. Then I became aware of a being behind me, large energy, female. I asked what I was supposed to do with the blood and she showed me images of putting a drop in fire, water, on land and blown into the air. All symbolic. I feel it’s telling me places need to be visited and woken up. Difficult to describe. Magical, secret. Yes, all full of love, but quite solemn.” – Susan (UK)