A huge part of my own journey over recent years has been facing what my Higher Self is presenting to me, to work through. Now I’ve learned this conflicts with the desire to manifest my own life from this conscious human level, but also caused me to rethink karma, and ultimately do some work to disconnect from the wheel of karma. These days I’m not sure if I believe in karma anymore, and if it does exist, I don’t feel it is part of my own life, I feel I’ve stepped outside that cycle. However that has not left me free to manifest the life of my dreams. In this video I explain why.
Many of us want to be something, or somebody, we want to save the world, help people, be this or that, I did too. I thought I was an energy healer, or a channel, and a number of other things, but now I see they were never intended to be my identity, or my purpose. My purpose is to simply be. To be present, to live and along the way I can choose different experiences to have and enjoy, but to remain present as much as possible, in being, this is how I live, and how I am of use to others
I used to see all unfolding as being perfect, but of late I’ve taken that a step further, everything simply is. So neither good nor bad, or perfect or imperfect, all is unfolding, consciousness simply is. This is really worth contemplating and viewing our lives without judgement but from a step back, to allow it to unfold, rather than getting deeply emotionally involved.
After reading about reptilians about ten years ago from David Icke, it’s only in the past couple of years that I have actually come to learn they exist, but also to have my own personal experiences with them, including learning about my own reptilian embodiment.
Our growth excels when we face the music, rather than avoiding difficult feelings or situations. In a recent ayahuasca ceremony I received a greater understanding of a phrase used in ceremony, “face the medicine”, meaning to sit up and face whatever is presented during that journey. This can be challenging, we might be taken to very difficult places but by facing what the ego finds uncomfortable, we can move beyond it into a clearer space.
In meditation I’ve often heard the guided meditation suggestion of breathing in the light, and breathing out our stress. However, due to my shadow work in recent years, and a talk I attended recently, I contemplate the idea of breathing in all, light and dark, exchanging our energy with our environment.
Along my own journey, I’m reminded regularly, especially this year, to trust myself and my own path, even when those around me don’t agree, or even have total opposing views to mine. So I talk a bit about what I do to try to stay on my own path and not get distracted by what the world would approve of. It helps to not identify too much with the world around us, but a balance must be made, to be grounded in who we are, but also enjoy the physical world.
This is a short video with some suggestions for heart expansion, also at the end of the video is a section of light language. Allow the language to wash over you, you don’t have to consciously understand it. But you may be aware of some shift. Enjoy.
We are driven to change our lives, and surrounded by social pressure, marketing and so on. But I’ve been learning over the past couple of years, my own life has not changed too drastically, yet my perception of my life, and inner peace, and support for myself, has increased due to plenty of work on myself. As a result of this ongoing experience, I was moved to discuss our perception and how we can see quite a pleasant life as hell, yet with some retraining of the mind, we can learn to appreciate all the good stuff, and how blessed we likely are. I hope this is of use to you guys.
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This is a short meditation, on how I meditate and why. The foundation of stillness, being in the senses lies under any types of meditations I practise.
In this last video of my time in the UK we visited Glastonbury where I felt quite dark and destructive energies, The Tor hill where dragons lay beneath, “a nest” is how I saw the place, then on to Avebury and finally back through Wales to Dinas Emrys where Merlin discovered two dragons way back when.
Part 3 of my UK trip. This video covers the clearing of what we understood to be Satanic trauma from the systematic abuse of boys on one hill at Wittenham Clumps north of Reading.
Part 2 of my UK trip, things developed quickly. I found myself in Fishguard on the solstice, the 21st of December assuming I would just have breakfast and drive 4hours to Reading. With a suggestion from a friend on Twitter and a few synchronicities I found myself driving up the Welsh mountains and then climbing Carn Menyn in search of King Arthur’s grave. In arriving at the peak I found three mounds of stones, I was aware that three dragons were sleeping there and required work to awaken.
Some thoughts on the Soul Contract – the idea that before we enter this life we make agreements, contracts with various souls around us in this lifetime, for them to work with us and help us accomplish what we have come here to learn. This includes all the challenging experiences, for out of them we grow and evolve.
In December I left Dublin and drove through Wicklow towards the ferry in Wexford. As I did, I began to speak what I know to be a dragon language (a sample at the end of this video). Later on I walked Tara Hill (not to be confused with The Hill Of Tara), where I encountered tens if not hundreds of warrior beings, male faeries and a number of dragons. Please let me know in the comments if you receive any information or understanding from the dragon language, or anything else of note from this video.
I’ve spoken before about the practice of seeing what number a roulette ball will land on, seeing the future, or changing timelines to the time where a selected number is the target. Here I revisit this subject and explore a little more.
As its the New Year it’s good to know what we want, and actively work towards what is most important, rather than wasting time and energy doing things that keep us distracted and leave that most important goal unfulfilled.
I’ve had some huge changes this year, this is a summation of a few subjects of what I’ve learned and where I’m going next year. I touch upon sexual energy, why I continue to think stillness is so important, and how we talk to ourselves.
In recent months my work has developed to work with both dragon and snake energy. To the extent that I initially purged a snake out my mouth during an energy session with a woman. After that it went on to see both dragons and snakes and work with that energy within myself and those I do energy healing with. Becoming aware that dragons are possibly 5th dimensional beings, extremely powerful, I saw myself born as a dragon during a meditation in a sauna, that night in an ayahuasca ceremony I worked as a dragon for the entire night.
On the 20th I arrive in the UK, 21st to Reading from Fishguard, during the following days I may head to London and Camber Sands. Anyone around who wishes to meet up, get in touch.
This is my experience of how I transform my own challenging experiences, such as anxiety, fear, anger, into love, clearing the dark energy from me, transmuting it into higher energy, raising my vibration, clearing it from my being so I encounter that vibration less and less.
We try to manage our lives and get frustrated when things don’t work out the way we intend. But it’s worth considering possibly how little control our conscious minds have, just maybe the higher self is steering this ship, and it might be worth loosening our grip to allow things to unfold.
Short video on what I see continuing energetically for November and December, and likely into 2018. I also mention upcoming articles and videos covering the topic of Sex, and separately the exposure of sexual abuse of Harvey Weinstein among others and what that means for the roles of men and women.
I discuss my own experience with feeling and being told that my heart was blocked, and then opening of the heart that I have experienced since.
How I am finding my purpose and what tips I see may be beneficial for others searching for theirs.
What is it that draws experiences into my life, other people, things I want or am attracted to? What ultimately is the root of all around me?
We came here for the human experience, not to escape back to spirit, so perhaps it’s time to honour this human experience, to learn skills to enjoy it, be present and enjoy the journey.
After providing energy healing to a woman remotely for a couple of months, we met in person recently. From the first remote session she remembered me from previous lives, I didn’t remember her. But when we met and connected in person I was overwhelmed.
I see more and more of a message that this is a prison planet, that we are trapped here, our energy being fed off by dark entities. I too believed this not so long ago. But my awareness and understanding has progressed past this what I would now call quite a limited and unhelpful view. I still have encounters with “demons”, different dark entities, but I now have a greater understanding of what their role is, so in this video I explore that.
My Interview On The Divine Feminine
Me Interviewed By Denny At WhyIsThisTrue?
Becoming Pure Energy During Healing Session
After 12 months of various ceremonies, in every one I have purged dark entities/energy, so thought I’d discuss what that means.
Discussing my recent exploration into what I think Reality is and how possibly everything is a reflection of my own consciousness, to be viewed as direct feedback that we can use to further our progress.
My thoughts on and experience with homeopathy over the past ten years.
I discuss my experience with demons or dark energy and how I see life as a computer game.
In the past couple of weeks I feel I’ve received a little more understanding of what ascension means, so here are my thoughts.
We are constantly bombarded with a chosen interpretation that the world is falling apart, in reality, everything is perfect. Because humans do not understand why things are being broken down, or that destruction is a part of creation, we assume all is ending, that death is final.
In recent years I have contemplated and tested creating my reality, from seeing the future winners of horse races, to manifesting two motorcycles, to seeing what numbers would hit on a roulette wheel. So if we can choose what to manifest, should we prepare for a banking and currency collapse? Or create a different reality?
This video is for those who both wonder why I bother going on retreats, but also who suspect within themselves that they feel the call to do more spiritual work on themselves.
Many see the massive turn towards the alt media as a sign people are changing and seeking truth and honest investigative reporting. But things are not as straightforward as that. Yes many have turned away from the mainstream media, and to smaller independent outlet, but those outlets have also watered down their message and many have basically become current affairs sites now, moving away from their initial purpose for delivering media.
I’m looking for people who are in physical pain or have a physical disease or ailment that I can provide healing for, free of charge.
I discuss why spiritual seekers can be arrogant and righteous, and also self defeating and martyrs.
What I’ve got planned in the coming weeks, videos coming, articles on meditation and great sex.
I see 2017 increasing in energetic intensity, most notably this will result in a division of those who just about begin to notice and work within this New World, but also an increase in those who continue to fight and resist, resulting in more upheaval and confusion.
The idea that we choose to be around certain people for each life, not just those we like, but those who may challenge or even abuse us, these challenges are opportunities for experience and for us to grow.
I share my experiences and views on the plant medicine ayahuasca.
My thoughts on Steve Jobs real passion, the Greater Consciousness and greater human abilities.
I discuss steps that can be taken to help you remain centered through this chaos.
I discuss how more and more people are getting distracted and lost in their intellects. We are Gods, the intellect merely limits us.
I discuss my understanding of what life is and how to work it, why we are here.
I discuss my understanding of what a Lightworker is and how I was told a number of times by the spirit of ayahuasca since my first ceremony that I was a lightworker and an intuit with healing hands.
Do you demand your freedom or are you seeking incremental change over many generations? Would the cotton pickers have been satisfied with incremental change or did they demand their freedom?
I cover what I see as Trumps major weakness, his ego and discuss the fact he is already working for the elite, covering political sex/paedophilia parties and satanism.
I discuss my views on why some of us, spiritually inclined people, seem to have very hard lives, the struggle can seem relentless at times.
I discuss The Gift And Curse Of Cannabis: covering the present use of the plant as a medicine for cancer and many other ailments, but also the misuse and indulgence.
As a result of my own meditation and ayahuasca sessions and I suppose my recent Holotropic Breathwork session, I discuss my own perception and insights of what is only just beginning on the planet. How this energetic upgrade is occurring. I am getting regular strong sensations that something huge is coming.
I address misconceptions about the present rising consciousness. This awakening involves work too, although there are many who want us to sit back and assume all will be fine.
I discuss the two words at the heart of why I have this site and YouTube channel, what they mean to me and how important I view them to our spiritual growth.
As the world cries out for politicians to be accountable, I question if it is political or personal accountability we need more of.
With all the ongoing fear about a possible collapse of the banking system, or of society as a whole, I ask Does The Collapse Of Society Lie Ahead?
The purpose of this channel and a little info about what I intend to discuss.
This is the introduction to the Meditation course, more details located here